Did he sweep you
off your feet,
he of the dashing
Air Force uniform
and cloven chin?
Did you see in his face
your unborn children –
or a one-way ticket
out of there?
Did you search your mirror, breathless,
for shining eyes, flushed cheeks,
signs this must be, must be love?
And as you boarded that war-time train for far away,
tossing your blithe bouquet to your best friend,
did you stop to wonder what was being traded
for the promise of a new and different life?
What hopes,
what dreams
were finally packed away
with the dainty shoes
and silken wedding dress –
moth-ball’d and laid to rest
like old photographs
in a silent cardboard box
tied with a velvet ribbon
in the back of your closet?
~ Susannah ~
[Excerpted from “Finding My Own Way Home: A Memoir”
soon to be published]
Beautiful! ❤
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Thank you, Martha. I like it too; it touches me, as word images always do. ❤
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Beautiful. I’ve often wondered what those women thought myself. I think I would have found it so overwhelming and scary!
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Thanks Lorrie. And as you know, British women weren’t the only ones who married Canadian and American soldiers; plenty of Canadian women (and American women too, I’m sure) did the same during the war.
I suspect war heightens every emotion to fever pitch; and I’ve often thought that at times like that, we humans must feel a powerful, if unconscious, drive to maintain and propagate the species in the face of death and destruction.
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I just love this Susannah!
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Thank you, Jude. It’s one of my favourites too.
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